Such a waste of time....

Anyways since it’s Friday I suppose a weekend post would be suitable.

Whenever my friends and I would go out in Holland, we would all go out together and go for food after and cycle home. Most of the nights without “scoring” because I don’t think that’s really a thing you do, not unless you either know the person or you've been talking to a random person all night and then you’ll have the whole awkward goodbye kiss. Mostly awkward because I am from a small-ish city that only has (in my friends and my opinion) one good “club” (not really a club, club) sooo there was a big change that you’d see the same person next Friday and that was not always really what you wanted. But that’s why you have friends so you can hide behind them or force them to dance with you so you look really busy. A good one that sometimes worked to get rid of a guy that you didn't want to dance with was just telling them you’re a lesbian. All these things were always planned before hand. “ So girls if we meet a weirdo, the person beside you is your partner. Agree? Agree!” 

In Ireland things work really different, sometimes funny but my god I think it’s strange. It happens a lot that guys will walk up to a girl talk a little bit (5/10 minutes) and then start kissing, walk away and do the same to a different girl until you’d see him leave with someone else. I like standing on the side of the dance floor and see all this happen, laughing to myself. It’s all about the pulling and I don’t think its quality that people are looking for.

Last weekend we went to a club, the only one in town (I keep moving to small places...) My cousin was dancing and I thought I’d go for a smoke. I walk outside and stand outside in the rain smoking my cigarette, this guy walks up and asks me for a smoke. I said sure no problem, here you go and enjoy. And thereeeee we went... The whole, so what’s your name and where are you from “trying to get to know you”. I of course went a long just for the fun of it. To be honest I like those random talks with strangers that don’t turn out to be a hook up. So after two cigarettes he probably felt like he was talking to me long enough and said: “ so shall we kiss?” While I was trying not to burst out in laughter I told him: “no sorry” and then he asked why not? Now this is not meant in a mean way but he just wasn't the type of guy I want to be kissing. So I told him another version of the truth and that was that I was staying with my grandmothers and I had to stay calm/stay low (whatever you want to call it). What he then said (I think) was so funny, that while writing this I am laughing. While rolling his eyes he said: “ Well that was a waste of time”, now when he said that I was kind of shocked, standing there with my mouth open going: *WTF just happened* but at the same time I thought it was kind of funny. I thought it was kind of brave and cheeky to ask that but also kind of foolish, obviously he doesn't know body language. I think if he read my body language he would have seen that I wasn't interested and then he wouldn't have had to ask me and get his ego hurt maybe? Anyways I hope he still got lucky that night.

I smoked another cigarette ( yeh yeh yeh) alone, laughing like an idiot all by myself before going back inside and finishing my night of observing.

Normal talks just don’t cut it, it HAS to lead to something. Very cheeky, very funny. Sometimes that is.