All by myself, Definitely not my cuppa

So yesterday was Arthurs day. On Arthurs day you go drinking. Seeing as yesterday was a Thursday and I work on Fridays…. I still went drinking…. Alone… which I can now say, is the worst thing you can possibly do.

My cousin had soccer and my friend group where I live is…. Tiny… So I though why the hell not! I can do that. Ill just sit at the bar and talk to bar staff or random people. I figured it couldn’t be that bad.

I figured since I “know” a few of them conversations should happen. Well they didn’t, except the: “Hi how are you” when I walked in nothing else was said. Other than what I said to myself… I should watch that.

Now there might be people out there somewhere who are perfectly fine with just sitting by themselves and enjoying a beer or two. But that is definitely not me. I probably make things a lot more awkward than that they have to be. And the moment where the glass hits your teeth you have no one to laugh with except yourself, which looks a little sad.

When I couldn’t handle feeling awkward and self-conscious I walked outside to the front of the pub and skyped my friend.  Which I think is still a little weird because every time people walk into the pub they would look at me and think: “what language is she speaking in?”. But the man who waved at my friend was very funny.

I considered having a third beer and then go home butttt I couldn’t do it.

Note to self: please, pleaseee bring someone when you go drinking because, Emma you don’t do to well on your own!